Woah! It's been a long time! Hi again(: I wanted to write something letting everyone know my great news... but then again, it's kind of sad news too... you can take it however you want.
I know this may not be the best way to tell a lot of people what has been going on in my life. Or that a lot of the people around me would rather hear me say this is person. The truth is, it's hard to tell the story over and over again. Now, you're probably all thinking something terrible is happening to me, and that I might be going through something bigger than what I'm about to tell you... but don't be insensitive to my feelings.
So here it is... Sean and I will be moving to Florida. I am both excited and terrified at the same time. I'm excited to see what life is like somewhere else, to know what all I can accomplish, and of course, the SUNSHINE!(: I never imagined myself making this big of a change, and at first I refused. But because of recent events, and happenings... Flordia is starting to look brighter of an opportunity each day. I'm afraid that if I don't go I will miss out on something that could become such a great part of my life but I'm also afraid that I'll miss out on everything here. Such as watching my neices grow up, spending time with my family, and maintaining the great friendships I do have. I know I'll make new friends but I don't want to lose my friends I have here.
Each day that passes, I feel as if a little piece of me is falling away, because I feel that I am losing everything around me little by little. But in truth, I'm gaining so much because I'm being given an opportunity to discover so many new things so that I can share them with the people closest to me. I can't wait to start this new adventure with Sean. He has helped me through everything, and is always there when I need him. I can't imagine a world without him.
I know that this journey isn't going to be easy, and I have never expected it to be. So I'm preparing myself, each day, for this very big change. Although, I doubt I can ever be fully prepared for the road ahead. I'll be here until the end of the Summer. So I'll have plenty of time to see everyone before I go. Even after I leave, I'll be travelling back for as many family b-days, holidays, and CT gatherings as possible(: I love all the people I have in my life, and I'm so blessed to have such a great support system. You know who you all are(; So thank you!
I don't know what Florida holds for me exactly, but I'm willing to go and find out.
All my love,
S. Hadley
"Do not follow where the path may lead.
Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
Defiantly going to enjoy this!
